Dear God,

I pray for her.

I pray that you give her guidance, strength, and patience.

I pray for her as she pray for me, so be there for her as You were there for me.

I can only imagine what she is going through, but You know her pain, You know her fear, and You know her wishes.

Please let her get closer to you with this process and learn about you. Prepare her and strengthen her. and watch over her.

I pray all this in His name,

Amen

Fasting

As I start this week long fast, I want to be closer to God.

Plead with God that he will give me a clear path, and answer our prayers.

Friends and family... support me by praying with me. And pray that I stay strong through this week and that I am doing this for the right reason.

Prayer requests are always welcome.

Updating...

so I was gonna update... then I had to reset my password

and now I have no idea what I was gonna write about and I am just writing because it took me all five minutes to get to this page...might as well make something out of it.

ummm yea Killeen, TX. really not an ideal place to live or just to be in

God... Bless my parents and their business, but more importantly let them do your work now. Prepare them and set them free, before they break apart. Let them know that this trial is about learning to love others no matter who they are, so that they can be servants to others in missions and not kings and queens. Let them learn to stoop down below others rather than raising themselves up by stepping on others.

Bless this business exceedingly and abundantly so that the next owner will be prosperous and let that wealth be used in your name.

Bless my parents with long health, wisdom, and heart to love and embrace others rather than confront and judge.

Please God. Hear my cries and hear my requests.

In His name.

Amen.

I miss Milo like you wouldn't believe...

I really really miss him

End of an Era

It has been an interesting journey.

I sweated (yes more than usual) for my own food

I cried for my own future

I enjoyed my little dream while it lasted

As much as I hated this year, I am gonna miss little bits of it

As much as I am eager to hit the refresh button, part of me wants to stay behind and remain simple

it's amazing how some amazing relationships are sprung without a notice

I can't wait to get out of this shithole

BUT I will miss parts of this sabbatical,

MAYBE most of it, or all of it

happy anniversary =D I hope you stay in my life forever even our places and time zones change =D

My Jja Jjang Myeon

I don't know what I would've done without her

She has been the steady sturdy anchor for me. I've grown too comfortable around her to appreciate her or thank her. Thank you

for being there

for holding me

for loving me

I love you

and now let me be your dan moo ji =)

A Pocket of Fresh Air

past few months were the most miserable time of my life

past few weeks have been amazing

funny how things change so quickly.

Honestly, I wasn't sure of this path. I wasn't sure if i had what it takes to be a healer, but I think God was trying to show me and prepare me. It seems like he was whispering, Be patient. Be faithful. and Be-lieve.

so I did

I feel like I've grown this year especially. I am now more sure of what I want to do. A clear goal in sight rather than objectives thrown at me and shoved down my throat. Now I don't care how long it takes. I want it.

And because of it, I feel independent. My life is starting to feel like my own now. I am still following God's direction, but at least my heart is synchronized with His and not with anyone else's.

I am mesmerized by how everything works in God's ways. His meticulous plans for everyone. I wish I had the faith to be joyful during my troubles, but at least I had the faith to endure it all. I am that much grateful and that much more prepared. He truly has plans laid out for us all; he will give you challenges that you can handle and prepare you if you are not yet able. For that I am grateful.

With this fresh pocket of air, I inhale, exhale, and hold my breath for His amazing work to manifest itself. Till the next... God watch over us and be with us.

In your name.